I miss the days of fruit roll-ups and hit-clips

I dont understand why I always do things wrong, I dont understand how (or why) I lost some of the most important friends in my life. I dont understand how I lost some people that I cared about relationship wise and I dont understand why I cant be normal like other people. 

i rarely on tumblr these days. 

I didn’t know where else to post this, I am out of friends to talk to because I dont want to keep bothering the people I talk to already, but the world feels like a lot right now especially when you feel alone in it. 


so why post this?

I just want people to know that they will always have me, if they need me or just someone. I understand what it feels like to be alone and feel like you have a voice no one will listen to. I understand what it feels like to have all the support around you and not want to burden the people you love. i understand what it feels like to be sad. i understand what it feels like when it all feels hopeless.